Albert Einstein, Edwin Hubble and Walter S. Adams observe the expansion of the universe, and of Einstein's mind |
Time has been flying. I’ve heard it said that as we
age we tend to perceive time differently than when we were children, with the weeks
and months passing by at an increasingly rapid rate as the years progress. Even
taking this possibility into account, I feel as if time is passing with a
preternatural swiftness. A little while ago I was speaking to one of our
secretaries, who was minding the daughter of one of our other secretaries as
she did her work in the office, about this very fact. The girl is thirteen
years old, and I remembered that it seemed like I was 13 for ever, and turning
14 would never happen. Maybe because it was during my 8th grade year, and I
found my junior high school years particularly awkward — unpleasant even, that
time dragged on. Once I did turn 14, though, I could feel the years speed up.
Now, like many, I'm well ensconced in middle age and it's hard to believe that
my school years were so long ago. I've known people in this 90’s who say the
same thing. This doesn't change the fact that there does seem to be a speeding
up — and whether this is a natural result of aging or some spiritual sign, I
can't say.
We are at the point in the year — the last weeks of
Ordinary Time and, now, the first weeks of Advent — when the Church asks us to
meditate on time in a particular way: specifically on the reality that time has
an end. An objective of many scientists over the years, including Einstein, has
been to prove that matter is eternal, the universe stable — without beginning
or end. With that theorem proved it would mean that God was truly an unneeded
hypothesis. Yet Einstein looked through a telescope one day and saw that the
universe was expanding and so, bright fellow that he was, he understood that
the Almighty couldn't be dismissed quite so easily. Whether he came to believe
that time had an end, I can not say, but he clearly knew in that moment that it
had a beginning. That time having a beginning necessitates that it has an
eventual end, I'm not enough of a philosopher to argue, but Faith tells us that
indeed it does. Such thoughts often fill us with dread, since time is all we
know. While the words of Jesus on these matters rightly give us pause, we
should emerge from our meditation with a sense of hope rather than fear.
We should also walk away from any meditation on the End
Times aware that there is no date set on the calendar for when the world as we
know it will come to an end. I believe that it was St. Augustine who wrote that
the Lord allows all eras to believe that they are, or at least may be, living
during the apocalypse so that they may stay ready and alert. If we knew that
Jesus’ return wouldn't happen until 2525, to pick a random date, it would
change our entire way of dealing with both heavenly and earthy realities. My
guess is that we would both put off conversion, in spite of the knowledge that
our own personal end is certain though it's timing unknown, and leave the
injustices of the world to sit, since we would know for certain that the Lord
would be back to put it all aright. But we don't know if this is the time of
Visitation, so we are more likely to stay ready. We do (or should) concern
ourselves with the commonweal, since the odds are we will be filling out the
totality of our days in the world as it is, as will our children — and we
want this to be the best world it can be for us and for future generations. If
the Lord does return, he will want to see faithful stewardship.
Strangely, many people seem to be more easily
preoccupied over the End of Days than over their personal end. The odds against
this being the time of the Lord’s return are incalculable, while the the
chances that we will die are certain. What these two events have in common is
that we can't say for certain when either will take place. Another similarity
is that we shouldn't be morbidly curious about either. Maintaining a healthy
awareness — yes, but idle curiosity or getting caught up in esoteric
speculations are a waste of time.
There is another extreme, promoted by some contemporary
spiritual writers, that says that we shouldn't think about these things at all,
especially about Jesus’ return and what Heaven will be like. We need to be
completely invested in this world while we are in it, and any thoughts of the
world to come are a distraction from the vital works of justice and peace that
we should be performing in Jesus’ name. This attitude is essentially a tip of
the hat to Marx, and his critique of religion as escapist narcotic. Well, I
never thought much of Marx, and never understood why we need to answer him —
or, more precisely, placate him and his disciples. The beauty of Catholicism is
that it isn't nearly as black and white as her critics, and it would seem even
some of her practitioners, would claim. Being invested in this world doesn't
have to mean ignoring the World to come. Jesus certainly talked about it
enough, while also making it clear that we are to be proactive members of our
earthly society. The two realities are actually linked, with how we dedicate our self
to justice and peace here and now effecting how we will live in eternity.
We shouldn't get side tracked by fantasizing of the
world to come, true. At the same time we are given these times of the
liturgical year to pay special attention to the deeper, unseen realities.
Advent, Lent and Easter are like little transfigurations that are meant to give
us glimpses of the future. These glimpses are meant to give us hope. Our work
in this world can seem hard and unproductive. We can put blood, sweat and tears
into a project, just to see it fail. We can be frustrated like the apostles at
the bottom of Mount Tabor who struggled unsuccessfully to exorcise a demon.
Jesus and the chosen three had just come down from the mount of
Transfiguration, Peter, James and John having seen the Lord in His glory. After
the brief ecstasy came the return to the hard, drawn out slog of life. In this
particular case, they returned to see the disciples fighting with one another
over what was going wrong. But with that glimpse of Jesus with Moses and Elijah
on either side, they could see that all the
sacrifices would be worth it. They saw that we don't live in a closed in
system, and all the efforts, even the failures, lead to something greater if we put our trust in
Christ.
While our hope is in eternity, we do still live in time.
Advent is given to us as a glimpse of the future, but also a reminder that the
moment is now to respond to God’s call. In these first weeks of Advent we
meditate on John the Baptist’s call to repentance. It is a call that is time
sensitive. More on this giant figure of the Baptist and his warning to repent
now, while there is still time, coming soon.